A Map of Us Would Have to Include What You Did
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I hope you don’t read this but you never read much when we were married so why would you start now did that sound bitter good
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Because we should have fought more I should have been caught looking at other women more I should have thrown things and scared you what I mean is I should have left before you left
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It took me a long time for me to say this without crying a lot of time talking to myself and a lot of time trying not to talk to myself and a lot of time talking to you as if you were there a lot of time on my therapist’s couch
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We should have never gotten married
‘cause you’re sooooo gay!
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Someday this will all be behind us I mean me

